by Alice Mulconry
(Battle Creek, Mi USA)
I’ve always lived a “haunted” life, living in apartments and houses with spirited pasts. I never sought to commune with the dead or had an interest in the world of shadows, but for some reason they sought me out. My Mother’s family came from the Ireland of the 18th century and brought all their superstitions and beliefs of the sod with them to the new world. They had the gift of “knowing “ ,but kept their ways to themselves. I can trace my Father’s people back to a single Mohawk man who walked from Canada into New England back in the early 1840s, finally settling in Western Massachusetts. I knew everything there was to know about my Irish ancestors , the stories of their lives were passed down by word of mouth through the centuries, while my native family was shrouded in mystery. We would sometimes escape our shabby apartment over an old saloon in Brooklyn, N.Y. to visit my Mohawk Grandfather. During the 1950s it was a long car trip for a small child. We’d leave on a Friday evening after supper and get to Grandpere’s place near midnight. Through winding back woods roads that led to the tiny old farm house that he rented. I remember how threatening the trees looked, ancient guardians who had watched history unfold around them. My Granddad’s rented house was bathed in a perpetual gloom , never a welcome site. The old house was painted a sickly yellow with green trim, the paint peeling from the wood like make up on a wrinkled face. The faded red barn without a door , it’s open maw facing a forgotten field. My Mother’s family was superstitious in a light hearted manner with a grain of salt ,while my Father’s family believed that the devil was in every detail and only” the everywhere spirit”could save them. The tiny farm house with it’s sloping floors and low ceilings felt like a mouth to me. One foot on the threshold and you would be swallowed up. The tufted furniture like rotted teeth ,sparse and sad. In every room hung crucifixes adorned with rosaries to keep the darkness at bay. I was afraid of the moon faced clock that had traveled from France some 200 years before, it’s sour chime rang every hour, guillotine sharp. The woods that surrounded the property whispered legends of the Loup Garrou ,the werewolf who showed itself with red glowing eyes against the tree line. Puckwudgies the terrible little porcupine like wraiths whose hatred for mankind kept them tied to the land for eternity and Maushop the giant of Wampanog legends, shadows older than